Next phase of my life

Assalamualaikum

Firstly, cek lolly nak minta maaf sangat2 sebab mungkin post lepas cek lolly bersikap macam kebudak-budakan SIKIT la kan. Perasaan tu cek lolly xdapat kawal la. Harap maklum. ^_^

Okay, memandangkan cek lolly sudah bergelar Graduan "Higher National Diploma in Computer Software Development" di Kolej Profesional Mara Beranang, Selangor.. cek lolly da jadi keruan sebab nk pikir sama ada nak sambung study or kerja je.

Dalam hati pikir nak kerja je, nak bg duet kat mak ayah. Diorang pon da xkerja kan, Harap dapat bantu diorang secepat mungkin. Tapi cek lollly takot dengan sijil yang cek lolly ade ni, kerja ape je yg bley sy dapat ye. Sementara menunngu result2 yg ade tu keluar, cek lolly kerja sementara kt kedai makan abg di bandar muo. Adehh, cek lolly kembali menjadi minah warung just like old times.. *next post punye story

Ape2 pon, cek lolly da apply kerja yang boleh di apply n sedang menunngu result rasmi keluar utk try apply further study. Cek lolly nak tengok peluang yg ade dulu then buat keputusan. Hurmm, dunno la betul ke tak keputusan nih. but wish me luck!

p/s: any vacancy for IT students? contact me! TQ:)

Hey YOU!! yeah YOU

Assalamualaikum..

Post kali ni cek lolly nk bg special kat someone yang cek lolly pon tak taw la macam mane tiba2 die boleh involve dalam problem cek lolly. Cek lolly memang kenal MINAH nie. Tapi dia dari sejarah lame seseorang yang cek lolly kenal.

Hey you! yeah you.. I know u are a stalker, n there is possibility you will be reading this. Ak cume nk tanya kenapa kau melibatkan diri dalam masalah aku yang memang da besar n kau lagi besarkan lg. Kau sndri sedar ini bukan masalah kau, tapi kau masih melibatkan diri jugak. *pelik*

Aku cuma nak kau pergi jauh2 n stay away from my problems. Aku tak pernah cari pasal dengan kau. Kau patut jage diri sendiri je. Aku tak rampas apa2 dari kau. THANKs!

p/s: It's for YOU gurl.. =)

New Love story

Assalamualaikum..

Psst2! I have a new love story laa,(lep lep) it's hard to tell but this relationship been develop in a complicated ways and with many obstacle. hee~ for me, all the problems and obstacle is a test to know how strong we can defend our relationship and it make us feel more close to each other.

cek lolly taw semua mesti cakap "baru2 bercinta, memangla rasa berbunga2". err betul ke baru2 bercinta je kita dapat merasai perasaan tu? can we make the day feels in the air everyday? LET's TRY !! hee~ cek lolly taw kita tak boleh berharap sangat dalam sesuatu hubungan tu, kite cume boleh berdoa dan mengharapkan sesuatu yang terbaek la kann... that's what i'm doing right now and enjoy the feeling of new love.. weee~

when there is more time, i will tell more about our story.. * if i have time la kann... :P

p/s: i love you, AK

Confused

Assalamualaikum

It's been a long time..since i'm not having this feeling. So happy that not everyone can feel it. But i have no one to share the happiness. Thank you for being TOO understanding. The feeling of happiness are mixed with the feeling of sad coz no one here understand me and share the mood. Correct me if i am wrong.

p/s: thanks to everyone that involved including the person that accidentally involved.

Just some quote

Assalamualaikum

p/s: it's just me. :')

Something about it..

Assalamualaikum

Macam menarik bila cerita pasal hati pd post kali ni. *Jadi jiwang jap. Apa yg menarik bg aku tentang hati manusia ni adalah hati manusia yg bersaiz kecil tu boleh memuatkan macam2 perasaan. Korang semua perasan tak benda tu. Bila hati boleh jadi suka, benci, sedih, tension, serba salah & macam-macam lagi perasaan yg ada. 

Kadang-kadang hati tu boleh memuat kan beberapa perasaan dalam satu masa. masa tu la kita xpasti apa yg perlu kita buat & keliru & takut untuk buat keputusan. Bila perasaan da bercampur baur camtu, kita boleh jadi tertekan dan melakukan kesilapan dengan silap membuat keputusan.

Sebab tu apabila kite hadapi situasi macam tu, kita kena ade kesabaran yg tinggi dan boleh berfikir dengan betul supaya kesilapan tak kan berlaku.

Even diri aku sendiri kadang-kadang tak dapat menahan diri bila macam-macam benda yg berlaku dalam satu masa. Bila hati dipenuhi perasaan gembira, perasaan serba salah datang menjenguk, time tu jugakla perasaan sedih nak join.

Aku juga tak sempurna seperti manusia lain, selalu buat kesilapan, buat keputusan yg salah. Apa yg aku harapkan cuma aku berharap apa-apa keputusan yang aku buat tu adalah tindakan yg betul & tak melukakan hati sesiapa. Kita dapat rasa apa yg ada dalam hati kita je, dalam hati orang laen kita tak tahu. Hati sendiri kita pandai-pandai la adjust sendiri, tapi hati orang laen kite kene jaga. 

*KADANG-KADANG KITA SENDIRI TAK TAHU APE YG HATI KITA MAHUKAN*

p/s: tak tahu nape lak nk cite pasal hati arinih.. =.=" 

Not everything is easy

Assalamualaikum..

I got a long leave writing this blog because i need to write my assignment. Erghh, assignments wont stop until i graduate. I always motivate my self that this is my last semester, "so ajue, do your best! ". And i wanna shared with u'olls a pictures that motivate me a lot! hehe..

*really love his confidence face! ;)

Everyone thought everyone think that my course is best just because we don't have to sit for exam! hee~ THAT'S NOT TRUE.. It is more hard than u'oll can imagine. After i have been studying HND Software development for 3 1/2 years, clearly it is not a simple subject. i have been through many types of pressure and it is really really really tired.


But alhamdulillah, i still made it to the final semester and i hope this last semester will lead me to a better future. Aminn.. ^^,

p/s: gonna continue writing my assignments ! demm! thats really tired =.="

Rarely but fun !

Assalamualaikum...

Da masuk Hari Raya ke-4, baru skarang aku dapat update Bloggie Lolly nih. Nak kata ramai datang rumah tak jugak. huhu. Ni yg nk bercrite how i'm happy pada pagi Hari Raya pertama tu. Pagi raya pertama tu as usual la aku berkunjung di rumah pertama dulu, n tak lama lepas tu bro n sis yg laen follow. Da alang2 kami berkumpul, n aku suke bebeno tengok cousin2 aku yg so very the colorful laa.. hehe

Disebabkan kami yg begitu colorful tu, aku jadi very the excited ! keluarga msing2 pilih warna tema yg berbeza, tu yg nampak sangat sangat sangat cantikk !  hehe.. we decided to take a LOT of picture together tahun nih.. okay2.. taknak berbicara lebar, di bawah ni aku selitkan dengan gambar2 aku with cousins n gmba2 laen.. Happy eid ! :)

This is all my favorite girlfie <3

Boyfie tersayang yg hensem2 belake ! <3

Sempoi cousin2 ! Colorful.... <3

Love this !! <3

;)

Cubaan melompat pertama

Bujang team in family .. <3

Ucapan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin to all. ;)

p/s: saje nk tunjuk yang aku seronok time raye pertama tuh.. *rye pertama jee.. :P

Feels different this time

Assalamualaikum..

Hurmm.. Da lame rasenye aku tak berceloteh kat sini.. sejak masuk kolej lagi tu.. Rindu sangat nak membebel kt sini, tapi masa tidak mengizinkan. Assignment menggunung! =.=" selalunya dapat jenguk2 je laa tapi tak dapat update.. T__T.

Memandangkan hari ni aku mula bercuti untuk menunggu Syawal menjelma. dapatla aku menghabiskan sedikit masa kat sini.. ;)

First of all aku ucapkan Selamat menyambut kedatangan Ramdhan al-mubarak. *walaupun agak terlewat. Ramadhan tahun ni aku tak rasa macam ramadhan2 yg lepas. Kali ni aku mula terasa kelainannya dan kesayuannya. Mungkin peningkatan umur tu membuat kan aku berfikir lebih matang. hehe :)

Beberapa hari je lg nih sebelum Syawal menjelang. Banyak lagi yg belum tersedia.. baju raya, kasut, beg, n jam baru.. huhu.. Aku biase mengamalkan bershopping di last minute dengan akak. hehe *cari nahas.

Aku juga mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan batin to all bloggers, visitors, friends and family. Aku complile kan 2 ucapan dalam satu post sekali. hehe. So, just wait until Syawal's come.. its Hari raya is photo shoot time! hehe.. ;P

p/s : short entry to show u how i miss this blog ^^,

Ini Gila Lompat punye critee

Assalamualaikum..

haa.. mari2 aku ade cite baru nk cite nih... haha.. actually cite ni xdela baru mane pun.. tapi yang aku taw.. barang ni barang baek punyer... baru2 lagi sampai kt malaysia nih. style kott! sgt ohsemm!

okay, lets start.. namenye MADHOP atau Gila Lompat! stylenye ala-ala kaki palsu untuk bantu org nk berjalan.. lagipun asalnye mmg untuk membantu O.K.U berjalan.. *itu dari sumber TV3 la kan..

Permainan ni bermula di europe then terkenal kt Thailand, skang ia berjinak2 nk masuk pasaran malaysia.. check out this video.. maafla, line cm sipott nk masokkn video.. so, korang check sendiri kt SINI k.. :) style gler diorg kot.. lebih kurang cam Parkour kt malaysia.. cume diorang mendapat lebih anjakan dari MadHop jee. ;)

If korang berminat nak beli atau melihat dengan lebih dekat.. korang ley check out kt Level 2, BB Plaza, Bukit Bintang KL. haa.. situ ade jual or korang ley check facebook diorang..or u can check blog diorang nih.. ;)

ok sekian untuk kali ini... kalau yang da cube tu, share2 la pengalaman menggunakannya ye... ;)

p/s: dengo cite hrge seribu lebih gak laa.. hehe.. :P

It's not too late to know about it!

Assalamualaikum pembuka kata...

Hari ni terasa ingin berkongsi pendapat tentang EGO. emm ini familiar kan, tapi ak tetap nk kongsi pendapat aku tentang benda nih.. sebab aku rase ego mmg tak kan lepas dri kehidupan seharian kite kan... tak kire lelaki mahuun perempuan..

EGO is commonly related to guys.. kan3? tapi, bukan guys je yang ade sifat ego nye.. gurls pon ade taw...

Ego lelaki kita akan nampak pada ketegasan diorang dari segi berfikir sampai kadang2 susah betul nk bertoleransi dalam ape yg diorang buat. Tapi, orang kate, Ego lelaki mudah cair bila dengan perempuan..

err.. betol ke.. actually, semua ni depend on that guy la kan. ada sesetengah lelaki yg ego tinggi, tapi bila dengan perempuan ego tu diturunkan tahapnya. senang cite cair la bile berdepan dgn perempuan. tapi ada jugak yg tak kire dengan lelaki atau perempuan, die nak diorang ikut je telunjuk die. tahap ego die melambung2.. =.=" *tak suke

bagi sifat EGO dalam diri gurls pulak, kita taw gurls ni berhati lembut.. senang nk bertoleransi. tp bagi kaum gurls yg ade jawatan tggi macam boss, kite akn nampak sedikit keegoan tu. tp tahap ego tu tak la setinggi ego lelaki, sifat ego bg gurls tu hanya untuk menampakkan ketegasan bile bertugas jee... huhu.

untuk mereka yg tengah hangat bercinta tu.. cube la kenali ego ni ye.. aku da banyak kali sakit sebab keegoan mereka. baru sekarang aku sibuk buat research n paham kenape diorang bertindak begitu. BAJET BERKUASE JEKKK rupenyee.. opss, tercapslock pulak.. :P

p/s: know more about EGO to know more about HIM! ;)

I'm falling in LOVE with YOU ~

Assalamualaikum...

Err, malu la nk start critee.. tapi nak cerite jugak laa.. hehe.. sebenarnyee, aku da JATUH CINTA!! tak dapat dibendung lagi.. tiap hari memikirkannya.. i'm falling in love AGAIN! love at first sight nihh! uuww~

oh! Sony Ericsson Xperia Arc ! XOXOXO!

betul tu, aku da jatuh cinta pada HP nie.. hehe. cerita ni bermula bila aku pegi ke maxis tele-center untuk bayar bil astro. sambil menunggu tu, aku selak2 la iklan kt bahagian tengah kaunter pembayaran tu. aku terlihat la iklan pasal XPERIA ARC.. owhh.. ohsemm beb! aku jatuh cinta pandang pertama kt HP nie... designnya sgt2 ohsemmm!!

aku trus amik sehelai n bawak balik, dalam hati aku nak buat tidur je kertas tu.. tak dapat dalam dunia nyata, dalam mimpi pon jadi laa kn... huhu.. balik je rumah, aku menyebut2 la pasal HP tu kat ayah aku yg HP tu cantik, aku berkenan sgt kt HP tu..* dalam hati nk soh ayah belikan.. :P.

tapi xpela, tunggu mase aku ade duit sendiri untuk beli ape yang aku nak.. kan3? hehe.. korang check out la HP nih... ak malas nk cite panjang2 pasal spec die.. korang tengokla sendiri k.. klik sini..

berkenan sangat aku dengan design n spec HP nih.. betul2 jatuh cinta.. ade sape2 nak bagi untuk hadiah hari jadi tak? hehe.. ;P

p/s: love love love.. there's no other words to say about this just LOVE~

Know more about your Feeling

Assalamualaikum...

Love is really difficult to understand and it gets a lot of ways people can trick using it. We are often fooled by this feelings of LOVE. But there are people who don't know whether they really fall in love or it just a feeling that can exist with other people.

Do you really think that your feeling towards him/her is called L.O.V.E ??

Lets see some of your reaction every time you met him/her.... and what does it means actually. ;)

1. When your palms get sweaty, you got a heart racing and suddenly you got stutter

- That ain't LOVE, it's LIKE

2. When you can't keep your eyes or hands off her

- That ain't LOVE, it's LUST

3. When you want him/her by your side because you know he's/she's there

- That ain't LOVE, it's LONELINESS

4. When you stay for her confession of love becoz you don't want to hurt her

- That ain't LOVE, it's PITY

5. When you pardon for him/her faults becoz you care about her

- That ain't LOVE, it's FRIENDSHIP

6. When you tell her that everyday he/she is the only person that you think of

- That ain't LOVE, it's a LIE

7. When you r willing to give all of your favorite things to him/her

- That ain't LOVE, it's CHARITY

Now get ready to know whether u really fall in LOVE with someone..

1. You get heart ache and breaks when he's/she's sad

- It's LOVE

2. You cry for him/her pain even when he's/she's strong

- It's LOVE

3. You accept her faults becoz it's a part of who she is
- It's LOVE

4. You attract to others but you stay with him/her faithfully without regret

- It's LOVE

5. You r willing to give him/her your heart, your life, your death!

- It's LOVE

6. His/her eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply until it hurts

- It's LOVE

p/s: it's not originally by me.. it's from unknown people

Random Giveaway By Eila Ratu

Assalamualaikum bloggers..

Hari ni cik eila bisik2 kt aku, katenye nk buat giveaway and invite me to join..

sounds interesting rite..

cik eila bermurah hati nk bg giveaway laa..

so, tnpa membuang mase aku join my cute little friend giveaway n hoping i'm lucky. ;)

here i'm tagging

Cik yana

Aien

Nisa'

p/s: my cute little friend is really friendly u know... :)

The war has begin!

Assalamualaikum...

Now i'm on holiday before i register for the last sem as a HND student in KPM Beranang. it' s the war that i need to win to get the golden result! errghh, i got to admit that my result drop like a roller coaster and stuck at the bottom.

just waiting the roller coaster to goes up and hoping it is not broke down. T__T . i don't know what is the problem, but definitely the problem come from my own self. Need to fix, repair, update and service my brain for next sem.. hehe

Another war that i need to handle is the my WORLD WAR . it is the war of forgetting the PAST. actually, the war is about forgetting the past that keep playing in my mind.. this time i have a big problem in forgetting it. =.="

i'm thinking of asking an opinion from everyone about what is the best way to forget it all besides of MEMORY LOSS or HITTING MY HEAD TO THE WALL la kan.. hehe

ceciter... ceciter... ngee~

p/s: got no idea what i'm writing here.. =.="

what hav u done!

Assalamualaikum..

what will u expect from a person who gives u HOPE to gain happiness but its end sadly.
its a BULLSHIT yeah..




everyone want happiness in their lives. but when u give them HOPE and then leave them at the corner of the room alone is a no no.

Things which you do not hope happen more frequently than things which you do hope.



it is a very dangerous thing to be given to someone else.
that's the thing that i want to avoid to give and avoid to get.

but i always success in avoid to give but i fail in avoid to get. (T_T)




p/s: Hope is putting faith to work when doubting would be easier

The power of your words

Assalamualaikumm...

Not only weapon can hurt people, words is much more dangerous taww hehe. Don't think that everything we said is right and will pleased everyone around us. every single word that we said can changes peoples live and might kill them too.. errghh, that's creepy...

somehow, what we said everyday will effect anything that links to it. what we need to do is think before said something and make sure what u said is relevant..

Actually i have the problem of talk without thinking and i always remind myself to just SHUT UP before someone kills you.. hee~

but thanks to my friends that understand my way and know that i'm just joking although its a bit rough la kan...hehehe

here i want to share a video that proves the power of word.. enjoice~ :)

p/s: me myself had a problem with my killing words.. =.="

- no title -

Assalamualaikum...

people always said, to start a new life..
we need to open new book..
but can i start a new life by searching my old book?
its hard for me to open a new book
nowadays, every books doesn't have its TRUSTED source..
most of it just copy, paste and admit that is theirs.

so tired of this BULL@#$%

fullstop.



p/s: can u understand what i'm trying to said?

Mari shopping di Mieazura shop!

Assalamualaikum..

Disini aku nk memaklumkan kt semua orang yg belum mengetahui yg aku da mula berbisnes! hehe. actually aku da mule bisnes ni dari 20 April 2011 aritu lg..

online shop ni kolaborasi antara aku dan akak aku, Miea + Azura = Mieazura.. nice tak? hehe

tapi bisness ni still agk slow sebab aku terlampau sibuk dengan assgnment. now, sem 6 sudah tiba di penghjung nya dan aku boleh lebih fokus kepada bisnes nihh time cuti..

check out our Mieazura Online shop k.. ;)

bag yg aku jual is Pre-order bags, dan aku aim untuk mencari bag yg agak jarang di gunakan orang atau rare handbags and retro bags. ni ade la serba sedikit bag yg ramai da order.. :)

okay, bisness yg aku maksudkan bissnes bags.hehe. n insyallah if ada rezeki lebih, aku nak cari benda len utk dijual.. any suggestion?? bg la suggestion jenis bag untuk dijual or barang2 len ye.. akn dipertimbangkan untuk dicari.. ;)

p/s: new hobby with new passion..

Le Beau Monde Giveaway

Assalamualaikum..





Blogshop ni aku dapat dri sorang awek cun nih.. (yaya) ;p.
tengok pnye tengok bley tahan la brg2 die murah pon murah..
ape kate korang korang try jenguk2 shop nih.. macam2 barang vintage ade dijual taw.

barang yg membuat aku paling berkenan tu necklace die. sangat cute!
just check out here !
click banner tu pon boleyh...

this blogshop ada buat giveaway tw
jom la join ramai2..
aku tag: Aien, Salyna, Cik tina, Cik eila

p/s: do join it.. ^^

Fenomena Angry birds!

Assalamualaikum...

Lately nih, aku terlampau sibuk dengan assigment sampai tak sempat nk mengUpdate blog nih.. on weekend je la dpt rehat sket. terlalu banyak tekanan bila buat assignment sebab lecturer yang strict giler babat sampai most of student kene REDO assignment tu. *hope xkene Appeal pulak..aminn

dalam ketensionan aku dan budak2 kelas, masing2 mencari sumber untuk melepaskan geram masing masing. jangan lepas geram kat orang sudah la ye kawan kawan. hikhik. (ketawa sopan)

yang paling tak bley blaa nye, diorang maen game Angry Birds nih untuk melepaskan geram. kalau korang nak taw, aku pun mencuba gakla maen bende alah tu. hahaha! rasenye lagi tensen adela kot. tapi kalau dapat membunuh nate hijau tu, mmg puas laa... hehehe! karakter2 game tu pon comel2 belake.. haha..

korang patut cuba maen game ni taw.. just try laa.. mesty lawak.. :P

naseb baek aku tak addicted ngn game nih, tapi bagi kawan aku, die da addicted lak ngn game nih. sampai dok terjerit2 sebab geram tak dapat bunuh nate hijau tuh.. hehe..

p/s: find a way to release your anger, not find a person to release your anger.. ;)

the real challenge every sem..

Assalamualaikum..

Setelah beberapa minggu aku tak menyentuh blog ni. *SOry Lolly.. aku terlampau sibuk dengan tugasan yang diberikan lecturer. untuk pengetahuan korang korang, aku mengambil course Higher National Diploma in Computer Software Development (HND CSD) di Kolej Profesional Mara Beranang.

huarrghh.. ini course baru kt kolej aku. sangat2 memeningkan. what interesting is, course yang aku ambil ni assignment based. which means, we dont have final exams. huhu. thats a relieved right? tapi aku tak sanggup nak menghadap assignment ni setiap minggu laa.. =.="

sekarang, bila student course lain sibuk study untuk final exam..aku dan rakan-rakan tetap sibuk dengan assignment yang datang bertimpa2! errghh! saket taw.

tapi dengan dorongan mak ayah, sahabat2, lecturer tersayang.. aku menguatkan semangat untuk terus menghadap assignment nih. this is my final year.. so, bersabar ye ajue.. ;)

i need to work hard to achieved what my parents dream of, a successful person.

work hard to get what i want

even i have slept in front of laptop several times..

work hard doesn't means i leave my playground

p/s: need to be more focus in this final year.. no more mistakes! ;)

Reminder for me

Assalamualaikum..

Just a short entry, to remind me of my old memories. my old memory didn't just pass by.. it stop and say hi..i don't know what's the feeling that time. i cant lie about it. i wonder if i can turn back time.

p/s: how i miss my past

Unexpected entry..

Assalamualaikum...

Actually, setelah bace entry2 dri bloggers lelaki aku terfikir "bley tahan jugak diorang ni menulis kan" hehe. aku memang tak menjangkakan yg bloggers lelaki lebih menarik entry nye drpada prmpuan. mane tak nye, mereka mereka pandai menarik perhatian aku untuk membace entry diorang. ^^

Untuk sedia maklum, lelaki memang ade 9 akal 1 nafsu dbndingkan dengan prmpuan yg mempunyai 1 sahaja akal n 9 nafsu. huhu.. means, lelaki much more brilliant compare to perempuan. hahha. sebab tu la entry mereka lebih menarik utk dibace kan. sebabnye mereka mnggunakan 9 akal tu dengan baek.

tapi zaman sekarang ni kite da banyak tengok lelaki tak dapat menahan nafsu mereka. kenapa ekk? aku bukan nak berpihak pada perempuan saje, aku taw prmpuan pon ade menyebabkan lelaki tak dpt mnahan nafsu, tapi itu la kbenarannye kan.

tapi tak semua lelaki tak dapat mngawal nafsu dan tak mnggunakan akal ngn betul. begitu juga dengan prempuan. kita kena pandai2 menggunakan akal dan nafsu tu dengan betul. aku juga tidak sempurna orangnya, ade kekurangan.. :)

kalau nak tw cerita disebalik lelaki 1 nafsu n prmpuan 9 nafsu.. tgkla kt [sini]

p/s: entry ni diberi tajuk bgitu sbb ak xexpect nk wt entry ni pon.. hehe.. :P

Memories that keep in mind..

Assalamulaikum..

aku tak nak buat entry panjang2, aku cume nk bagitau yang aku terasa cam nak jadi budak balik. ni gara2 makan biskut teddy cap ping pong la nih.. haha! tak kan korang tak ingat biskut ape.. mase kecik2 dlu aku rajin beli biskut ni dalam pack yg kecil, 20 sen. untuk korang yg tak ingat..meh aku memorize korang balik..

hehe, inila biskutnye.. tringat dulu dok pilih huruf kat badan teddy tu then susun2 jadi name kite. huhu.. ^^

terasa nak jadi budak balik.. rindu kenangan2 lama.. nak jadi happy memanjang tanpa fikir apa2 masalah :/

p/s: i'm enjoying biskut teddy right now.. huhu..